Monday, June 26, 2006
June -- Who needs it?
I'm not sure why most bad things happen to me in June. But I can once again add a trauma to the list. I lost the baby last night. At my appt last week, the Dr. indicated that a miscarriage might be expected. We were praying that my body was just being a bit contrary and that the baby would be fine. I will say that going thru a miscarriage at this stage has been more painful and grueling than either of my labors.
We are doing okay. Ed and I shed a few tears. I gave CJ the news this morning. I just explained that the baby had gotten sick and was not able to grow in Mommy's tummy but that Baby was now in Heaven, safe and sound. I worry that he will become frustrated with the idea of "Heaven" but for the time being he is handling everything like a Champ.
I did manage to get CJ to Vacation Bible School today. He loves the idea of "Big Kid School" more and more each day. Hunterman actually wanted to stay with CJ. Maybe his "separation anxiety" is getting better.
Hope the end of June brings more joy and happiness to our home as well as yours.
We are doing okay. Ed and I shed a few tears. I gave CJ the news this morning. I just explained that the baby had gotten sick and was not able to grow in Mommy's tummy but that Baby was now in Heaven, safe and sound. I worry that he will become frustrated with the idea of "Heaven" but for the time being he is handling everything like a Champ.
I did manage to get CJ to Vacation Bible School today. He loves the idea of "Big Kid School" more and more each day. Hunterman actually wanted to stay with CJ. Maybe his "separation anxiety" is getting better.
Hope the end of June brings more joy and happiness to our home as well as yours.
3 Comments:
Dana, I am so, so, so sorry! I was hoping against hope that you just had your dates mixed up or that something miraculous would happen. Please know that my heart goes out to you and your family. I will keep you in my prayers! Please let me know if there is anything I can do for you!
I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I know that they is nothing I can say to make the pain any better. Just know I am keeping you and your family in my prayers!
Oh Dana- I'm so sorry. I am just so very sorry.
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